`Denishaaaaa !

i miss you

2010-03-15T03:35:00.000-07:00

Heyy People !
Hows everyone ?
sorry so log never blog ! busyyyyyyyyyy ! :O

okaeyh , so let me elaborate about whats been happening lately . FUUUUYOOOO , havoc larqq . i got into some trouble . haiish , parents found out . that kinda lessen the relationships between us :( but , oh well . okaeyh , so .. all the trouble i got into , YES - i feel guilty but im like , SHIT , i miss you ! :( im like damn sad uhq . i have a smile on my face everyday , but .. im crying like so much inside uhq . okaeyh , enough about tht ! hahaha .

Hahaha , sooooooo . i got nothing much to say . haha , OMG ! i want to change my blog skin , add music and add an cbox ! but cannot ley .. very the stress. haha , okaeyh , never mind . anyws , got to go . Foods readyy ;DD
byebye ! tc , Loves :D

~DenishaDope~

Sexy-ness

2010-02-28T03:56:00.000-08:00

Hello Babes And Hunks ! Again ! ;DD
Today ; Overslept ! couldnt go for church . IM SORRY . hehe ,
anyws , i asked gaby to bring my books , she forgot . Lol , its okay !
went to her place , took my books and left for Sammie's . Was so hot today ,
i was practically hating the sun ! hahhaha . Had Fun Thr ;DD
We studied , computer , and she was off to BACSTREET BOYS CONCERT !!!!
And i was off home . Lol . WHAT A WORDSE ! Lol .
anyws , really malas now to write a whole long story , so ..
Goodnight , love you world :D

~shahgal~

Its Me . ?

2010-02-27T07:21:00.001-08:00

Im The cause to your problems . im the cause if everyone else suffers down the road . i wont be tolerated . im a spoilt brat . im not being easy . im not thinking for the rest . im only thinking about myself . im not putting myself in the rest shoes . thats what you tell me .

thats what i always get from you . havent you thought about me ? I HATE YOU . dont you care for me ? dont you have any love ? you want me to sacrifice for the rest . i told you yes after all i've said and you've heard , but when i said yes , you just refuse to believe . im sorry for belonging to you . im sorry for being yours . im sorry you didnt get another , better than me . i wish you did . im sorry . life would had probably been easier without me , wouldnt it ? you may say no . but the way you show it to me , im a burden to you . to you all . i dont belong here . im sorry im yours . im sorry you had to keep me . im sorry you had to tolerate me . im sorry for being here . im sorry i wasnt someone else . im sorry for all these things . im sorry .

you want everyone else to have a better life . me ? im singled out here , arent i ? you just want to show me off to world for someone im not . am i right ?
i wont allow you to that . im not who you THINK i am okay . your expectations may have been way better than who i am today . you didnt want me to turn out like this . but am i so 'BAD' ? what if i left ? would you miss me ? would you be happy ? do you want me around ? do you not ? do you love me ? do you not ? do you care ? do you know , how many tears a day squeeze through my eyes because of you ? do you know how I feel ? do you know how unloved I feel ? do you know how sad i am ? do you know all this ?

sometimes i feel , you dont deserve me . you deserve way better . and thats 3 quarter of my life . i know that i love you , but do you ? do you love me back ? or are you forcing yourself ? when i was wayyyy younger , i wasnt a burden to you or anyone . i was just this small 'thing' everyone else loved . now i've grown , im not that small lil 'thing' everyone can just love . you may feel i've changed . but do you expect me to have the same attitude now that i was having when i was 5 years old ? no problems , no tears . the only tears i had were when i was physically hurt . now i've grown . ive been mentally hurt so many times . now there's tears on this face right here . i dont want you to not love me . i dont want you to hate me . i dont want you to wish you had someone else to replace me . i dont want you to not care for me .
And for those who read this and think im talking rubbish , YOU have not been in my position .

Im Sorry , Mum .

No Broken Hearted Girl .

2010-02-27T06:59:00.000-08:00

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl

~shahgal~

Suffocated ;;

2010-02-27T05:50:00.000-08:00

Hey Babes & Hunks !
Wassup Sexaysss !
well ; i thought everything was falling right into its place . but i was wrong . its just falling out of place . first (PRIVATE) . second , the house issue : cant move in anywhr ! problems everywhr . i guess its just not the right time ? haiish , whataworse ! YOU ARE THE THUNDER AND I AM THE LIGHTNING ! hehe , love that song .. anyways , Lol , as i was saying .. nothings really falling into its right place . mayb its not supposed to .. but who knows .. SHARING A ROOM WITH 3 KIDS !? no wayyyy thats gonna happen ! i refuse ;hello ! i need my spaceeeee ! im not some 7 year old kid ! *pissed* i hope this is not gonna happen . i wont live with it , I CANT LIVE WITH IT ! i'd die . if i cant adapt to this ? what am i to do ? i cant freaking move out , could i ?! wth lahhhh .

Anyws , schools awesomeeee ! academically tooooooo ! :DD my target score for my maths test was 22/25 , i got 23/25 ! Hoorayyyyyyyyyyyyy !! :D english , is loved , ALWAYS ! science is great ! :D:D love it . malay is okay . WAYYYY better than primary school ! i guess i adpated to my friends and the class quick ! and i love that fact ! :DD my friends are the most awesome people i have in my life . those that give me happiness , and teach me ! Miss Salihah ! i love youhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! hahaha ! :DD im happy when im not thinking about my future . when those thoughts come to my mind , my smile turns upside down . hey lyni , dont be sad syg ! no matter what , you've got me ! :DD you've always got me to turn to . dont ever forget that ! Ayu , Rina , Shazzy , Iira , Lyni ;; i love you guysssssssssss !

my 1 week with gaby was awesomeeeeeeeee ! i was so happy ! thanks gaby , for making me smile and be happy for the whole 1 week for the first time IN A VERY LONG TIME ! i think the last i was so happy for a long time was like last year ? this year theres so many good things and bad things .

Good things ;; school , friends ! Bad things ;; things falling out of place ..

WHAT A WORSE ! Hahaha .

btw , im glad i met YOU ! :D you're awesomeeee !
thats it !
buhbye ! Lve youuuu !
~Shah Gal~ :D

Paparazzi !

2010-01-29T04:20:00.000-08:00

:D IM YOUR NUMBER 1 FAN :D

haha , so im awesomeeeeeeeeeeee :D ahah .. Iira , Ayu , Rina .. thks for today guys :D your comforting really did help me :D i luv ya;ll ! thks babes :D

so schools awesome ! :D lovin' it . (: happy go luckyyyyy !
Mummy and me had a talk today .. so much of negativity going ard , i couldnt take it anymore . and neither could she . so we figured , we gotta give and take :D

MY BROTHERS AN IDIOT . he just is . ERRGH !

Am so so in love with the song PUJAAN HATI . :D

Case 1 :
AYU & MYSELF IN SCH : HEI PUJAAN HATI , APA KHABAR MU , KU HARAP KAU BAIK BAIK SAJA .
ANNAQIB : AHHH ! DIAM LAHH ! SKALI HUJAN .
HAHAHAHAHA !! ~~ :D

Case 2 :
AYU & MYSELF : I WANT YOUR PHYSO , YOUR VERTIGO STICK , WANT YOU IN MY ROOM WHEN YOUR BABY IS SICK , I WANT YOUR LOVE , LOVE LOVE LOVE I WANT YOUR LOVE !!
ANNAQIB : DIAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM !

hahaha :D

oh well . we make ppl smile and laugh when we sing :D haha ..

luv you ! byebye !

Hey Guys . You Rock (:

2010-01-22T19:52:00.000-08:00

Hey Babes , and Guys . haha , From Northbrooks , Ya'll Rock TTM ! :D Ayu , Rina , Iira , Syaz , Lyni , Finaa , Umairah , I luv ya all ! :D thks for making sec 1 rock for me (: thanks to ya guys too ! :D Sorry if i missed out ya names , but ya'll know who ya'll are ! :D

Secondary Life Rocks TTM (: Im Lovin' It ! :D hahaha .. btw , you're loved ! :D
teehee (: BYE BYE LOVE <3 luv that song :) KUNG FUUUUU MANIACXZXXX ! :D hehe . gylerr , that suddenly came to my mind . hahaha .. i need a phone . a good one . :O my touch fone , SHO LAGGGGGY ! :( now , currently using bro's cacat fone , :P some nokia normal phone , no music , no camera . GrRR . haah , oh well . BE GREATFUL :D

Apart from all the ROCKING and AWESOMENESS , HEHE , nothing much ahh , normall , boring , im waiting for FEBRUARY 14 ! :D not because , of valentine's day, bum . haha ! cause i'll be moving ! :D i ... think . hahah :D i hope so ! :D

mummy went to kl ! :D bought me a bag and a wallet :D haha . YAY ! :D
i'll be going bugis , shopping for dresses one of this days :D
and i need my shoessssssssssss :D haha . nahh , not going out shoes or anything , i got already . haha , I NEED TO BUY NEW SCHOOOOOOL SHOES ! Grr , mine , all koyak here and there , and its only been the , the .. 3rd week of school ! rubbish , primary school , my 1 pair of shoe , lasted the whole year , until ending of the year , play SOCCER with it , then the bottom koyak . teehee !

omg ! soccer ! i miss it ! was looking forward to go baq to playing soccer tomorrow , but nooooooooooooooo ! its cancelled due to confirmation , Grrr . Hahaha . last week couldent go , cause the day before soccer , i went out wif saffron to town , than so random , VOMITTED IN THE FRIGGIN TRAIN ! haha , wth . haha , thank you saffron , for helping me . haha . nonsense only , heheee .

yeaa , so what elseeee . nothing much i guess , GOODBYE WORLD :D i'll be baq for you . MUAHAHAHA . ==lame . ahha

Kkay , BYEBYE , love you , world ! :D

iluvyou (:

2010-01-15T04:11:00.000-08:00

Awesome new year baby ! :D Happy Go Lucky Alrdy ! ;DD haha , great things happening in life (: and im soooo happy to be in sec school now ! northbrooks , you rock baby ! :D now im more excited to go to school than to come home from school man ! hhaa , never felt this way in a LONG LONG time boy ! haha . i feel awesome !
current song im in luv with : fireflies :D haha .. so hows everyone else and their new schools ? i hope awesomeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D did i mention how much i LOVE school ?! hahah ! oh yea ! CCA ! i joined dance and drama . not sherr though if imma get the spot in both ! :D i luv my friends , hey guys , you rock to the max ! haha , well , im off to eat my donuts :D :D BYEBYE WORLD ! iluvyou :D
MUAKKS !

I miss you luh .

2009-11-30T05:51:00.000-08:00

Hello Yellow With Blue (: OH YEA, i miss you .

Ehyyy, Mr Blog! (:

2009-11-29T08:28:00.000-08:00

Wassssup! (:
I Was Thinking, What i should do now, i finished with facebook and MSN, no one awake uuh. thks uh! ahhaha, so, hello BLOGGER! :D So.. Im OFF TO SECONDARY SCHOOL BABYYYY! (: Wooohooo! (: hahaha, Wello, theres somethings thats gonna be new in my life soon (: 1:SEC LIFE! (: 2:New hairstyle! OH YA! im cutting my hair shoulder length, bangs and re,rebonding it! (: and... 3:My laptop! (: Hopefully i get into the school that i want mannn (: oh yeaa. these are my choices.. 1st-northbrooks. 2nd-orchid park. 3rd-yishun sec. 4th-yishun town. 5th-preysbyterian high. 6th-northland sec. ahaha, (: hope i get into my 1st choice. i wanna get into that schoooooool! (: NBSS (: haha, If i get into orchid park also i dont mind uh. butttttt... thry very strict :( (according to my aunt who was a ex orchid parktion or wadeva they call it.) hahaha. Besides all those sch havoc nonsense, lifes been GOOOOOOD (: hahhaa.. though, the PAIN is coming baq. im missing *ehem* again. haiii. that one another story. Aiya, forget that luh. haha, lets move on, my aunty is asking mie to sing some random stupid song, sing a pan of pocket full of whattt. hahaha, i cnt even rmb that rhyme. ahhh, 6 packs or something. EH! taylor lautner has a 6 pack! foooyoo! hahahhaa. tsk tsk. AND bowwow is HOT bodoh! ahaha.
kk, tired luh.
byebye(:
goodnite mr blog and world (:
luvluv.
see everyone as normal in 2013! (: hahaha.

So happy yet so sad.

2009-11-08T05:56:00.001-08:00

Ayyeee.. Someone, Anyone! Help me, i need advice. Im so confused right now. WHAT SHOULD I DO?! Should i forget, approach, move on or wad? Anyone kind enough to giv me a lil advice? Haiis. Wad to do, what to do. Im so confused... Aiyo, i so happy but i so sad. how like this?! errgh. will get back to you, mr blog. goodbye, goodnite world!

Confusion.

2009-11-08T00:18:00.000-08:00

Haiyo yo, i so so confused. Thanks to all my wonderful friends and my wonderful cuzzy chloe, i think i noe whr im heading for. the beginning. You'll be my past. I'll get over you. someday, hopefully :(

Sweet Dreams (:

2009-11-02T03:33:00.000-08:00

Wassup Wassup! (: Im in love with the song Sweet dreams by Beyonce. Go check it out! (: I LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE ITTTT! Its awesome (:

In maybe about 2 weeks, i'll be moving to AMK. :( so saddddd! Nooooo! Haiii. Partially happy though (: "My guilty pleasure, i aint going no where, baby, long as you here, i'll be floating on air!" did i mention how in love i am with sweet dreams?! hahaha! Its soooo addictive! "i hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby!" omg, lovely (: Soooo... today was okayyy i guess. school.. hmm, well, had 3 minor exams. HE and SS and Music. music saw the teacher give me an A (: Yay! HE and SS was easyyy-peasyyy! He was an open nook test tho. (: Nothing random or weird today.. I took some new pictures, and omg, thks to my aunt, its looking good (: i mean, not self praising, haha, the artistic-ness of the picture (: got 3 new bangles and 2 new rings today! My brother just bought a floatnig cap. eeeee! so ugly. he look like a mini mud. errr. so irritating to see him, but like i care, its him so wadeva ya knw?

You know wad?! Im gonna put the lyrics of the song sweet dreams here!

Sweet Dreams...
(Turn The Lights On)

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes
I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains
You're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains
You're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where,
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my,
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

Im loving it (: Haha, well, im off nowwww (:
goodnight and bye WORLD! ily (:

Straw hearts!! (:

2009-11-01T02:00:00.001-08:00

Hello Hello! Today was great! First, in the morning, went for mass at OLSS like how i always do.. than afterwards accompanied cecilia to macs to study, haha, i guess it was GREAT. Cause, she taught me how to make hearts with straws! Oh my god, THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH CECILIA NANI! hahaha. Nani (: Well, tired out.. Hopefully somewhere this week, i can go watch IMAGINE THAT at the theaters! Off to make more straw hearts! Hehe (: bbbyeeeeee world! (: ily (:

Im BACK! (:

2009-10-31T10:47:00.000-07:00

Wassup Wassup! Its been extremelyyyy long since i've blogged! Hehe (: Lifes been great for me (: All the awesome-tastic things happenning to me (: Lets see, Whats new? PSLE is over! haha, its been quite some time since psle was over, but oh well! haha, ever since psle was over, i hav been going out.. you know, here and there (: And, having a GREAT time! But when it comes to school, haiyoyo, although psle is over and we can chill, we have to go to school! well honestly, i havent been giving my full attendance.. oppsidaisys (: heheh. but thrs like no damn reason for us to go to school! We go to school, some teacher is sitting at her desk looking up stuff on her darn desktop and we are talking amongst ourselves. its fun butttt.... Isnt it better if we make our own plans outside? haiiii. again, but oh well! thats the calendar. (: I cant wait for grad night! where ya get to hold ya candles, and walk down that aisle with ya friends all getting ready to leave 6 years of primary school behind of us! Friendships will be remembered i hope! and hopefully, we will keep in touch! Well enough about school! haha, its like almost 2 in the morning, i cant sleep and i've got to wake up for church in the morning tomorrow! haha! (: ohhh dearrr me! hahaha, Today is halloween! i mean, last night. hahaha. since today is already like the 1st of november! i hope its a good month. But October was a great month (: it was an awesome month! despite the fact that thr was psle and all, it was great! i met new friends..! :D so happy! im actually kinda sad octobers ending.. but im looking forward to a much better month in november! See whether the MAGIC happens ;D i hope it does(: My poor pooor hair just got stuck in my fan! hahaha, luckily, no hair damage! Nicely took it out (: im off to sleep now (: GOODNIGHT WORLD. ILY (: oh, and i miss YOU2 (: Goodnight (:

I like to stay in and scare myself.

2009-09-12T10:41:00.000-07:00

My aunty. Said that. She like to watch horror movies alone so she can scare herself! HAHA. Random-ness... lol (:

Forever aint Enough.

2009-09-07T04:09:00.000-07:00

**Forever Aint Enough**

*Thinkin' back,
To the feeling that I had when I first saw your face
I knew that it was you
Some time has passed and the feelings that I had before still are the same
Cause you, never changed, nooo

Even though, I don't show it girl
I just want you to know

That even if we fight a million times over little things
We can still make it better
I meant what I said when I gave you that promise ring,
I'mma love you forever
I fall for you deeper everyday
And I'm feeling it more than ever
But with our type of love, forever ain't enough

I've been searchin' my whole life
I'm lucky that I've found you
No better girl, cause you ain't leavin' cause,
Forever ain't enough

You see me, for who I am
And not for who I'm not, noo
I'm telling you that I'm sorry
If I tend to treat you the wrong way
But I care, you know my heart is there

Even though, I don't show it girl
I just want you to know
That even if we fight a million times over little things
We can still make it better
I meant what I said when I gave you that promise ring,
I'mma love you forever
I fall for you deeper everyday
And I'm feeling it more than ever
But with our type of love, forever ain't enough

I've been searchin' my whole life
I'm lucky that I've found you
No better girl, cause you ain't leavin' cause,
Forever ain't enough [forever ain't enough]
Forever ain't enough [forever ain't enough]
Forever ain't enough [forever ain't enough]
Forever ain't enough, oh whoa yeah
It ain't enough

Even though, I don't show it girl
I just want you to know
That even if we fight,
Even if we fight a couple times over little things
We can still make it better
I meant what I said when I gave you that promise ring,
I'mma love you forever
I fall for you deeper everyday
And I'm feeling it more than ever
But with our type of love, forever ain't enough

Ayyy, I've been searchin' my whole life
I'm lucky that I've found you
Oooh oooh ooh oh baby yeah yeah yeah
Forever ain't enough, enough, enough ...
Aint enough ohh babyy ooooooh ooooh girl ain't enough.*

It so has a meaning to me at this point. Forever aint enough.

awwww! no!!

2009-09-05T04:48:00.000-07:00

Well, outing with Chloe cancelled. How sad! aww, so sad. type latr or tmr cause so tired and lazy to type about today.. lol..

I'll bite you! hehe:)

2009-09-04T05:42:00.000-07:00

School's out! Ahh! Finally! Not seeing Mdmquekquek and Misschoy for 5 days! Hooray! hehe, so happy! :D hmm. Lets see, first i wanna say, Melanie-Tracy Felicia Hendricks, I miss you so much & you were suddenly on my mind!! erghh. Its been too long since we've met! Or since we've played soccer together! I miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! Hahaha.

Okay lets move on ; I... hmm.. what to say?! sheesh. okay well today was good! For once! Math class passed so so th fast! English, Today miss choy put some excitement into all of our heads to show us that she appreaciates our effort! teehhe:D Parents - teachers meeting today! I thot i was gonna be sooo dead. But i guess it was okay, Walau : teachers so complain-ny ;; worst than students mann! grrr. I'll bite you! hehe:D erm erm erm.. tsk tsk. i wanted to wrte smth. but totally forgot it.. okay, anyways.. staying grandma's still..OMG ; RICHARD J! (im so excited to see him even thou I see him every single day! teehee)

I cant wait till Sunday! Its going to be the best day.. Only if Chloe, You go with me;D well in the morning, Im going to church! Praise God!! :D and afterwards, gonna come home, change, and go out to town with my darllingg cuzzy, Chloe! ILY honey! You rule all the Bulls! ahah. wad theee. Going out there, into the world , facing it with Chloe: its gonna be an awesome-tastic, delicious, sweet, happy, funny, cute day for us! Because its just the 2 of us. And its been sooo sooo (too) long! We have so many things to talk about! A day with Chloe. I'll post how our day went on monday / Sunday nite :D Cant wait!!! teehee, thank you Chloe, for finally granting me my wish for months that we can finally meet up. Bet you're just as excited as i am! yay!! woah, Getting excited and typing too hard and fast and all the wrong words. hahah. breathe, breathe. Catch my breath back! haha, IN OUT IN OUT IN OUT. hahaha!

I need to go shopping!!!! For accersories. Thats the main reason! Mamma!!!!!!!!!!! ahaha. no lah, i not like that lah. haiyo yo yo.

Hand getting tired people! gortta go! love ya'lls! :D

s.i.m.p.l.y D.e.n.i.s.h.a. <33

hey. thanks everyone!

2009-09-03T03:33:00.000-07:00

Wazzzzuppppp people! :)

how ya'll doing todaaaayyyy?? cause i know im having a gr8 day! :D well.. not so gr8... Mdm Quek scolding today... AGAIN! Ms Choy.. brought us computer lab today. AIRCON!!! :) at least thats good ritteee?

Staying in AMK is both GR8 & troublesome! I love staying here.. love it more than staying in my own house! Simple reason is because.. al my aunties and uncles stay here. We're like 1 big happy family- well we are! hehe:) its great living here but.. troublesome because of location, nothing else... I was brought up in Yishun.. my whole life i've spent my time there. I know it SO well that I bet i couldn't get lost! hehe, well my point is ... im gonna miss yishun... because the area is so quiet and nice and i live right opposite a basketball court and so many nice trees... and behind my block further a bit... there's a nice park wher i met my neighbourhood friends... and we became so so very close! Its so hard just to leave.. im lost around AMK.. ya'll must be thinking.. how could i be staying with my grandma for the rest of my childhood? hahah. well funny story. By the months pass, i never use to come visit my family members much.... but we were still laughing and having a gr8 time just like old times.. my family-the best thing that ever have and will happen to me. So, me, my mum and lil bro is moving to AMK.. THE SAME BLOCK WHICH MY FAMILY IS STAYING IN! HAAHAHAH! :D so cool!

aiyoo. type so much till hand pain already! lol.. HEY IM NOT DONE! lol.

I've been a bit stressed lately.. about a lot of stuff thats happening around me. I just wanna thank a few people that has been by side no matter what and has been sitting on that rollar coaster with me... thank you ; puden, saffron, gaby, cecilia, melanie, melissa, eunice, masi jules,masi cinta, mama,Timmy! i may have missed out a few people.. But I love you all & you know who you are....=) thank you sooooo much honeyzzz! :)

Loved trully;;

s.i.m.p.l.y..d.e.n.i.s.h.a

Hoooooooray!!!!!!!!! + HOT NEWS!

2009-09-02T03:10:00.001-07:00

Wazzzuupppp! (read fully cause there is news and an event You most definitely NEED to be there :D thks everyone!!)

Yes! Finally! My smart aunty, Julie, actually knew how to change my template! :D I love my background now! :D :D :D :D :D :D Super duper kedoomper with the extra SPRINKLE on the happy happy!! :D

You know wad happen just now??? hehe, my grandma and i went down to macs to buy food for everyone in the house.. so i ordered mac chicken burger.. came back home, happy only, eating.. than realised it was sooooo hard! like a piece of wood! my grandma was very angry la.. who woulden't be rite?? so she took the burger, went back to macs... and asked to speak to the manager. made the complain, and the manager gave us another chicken burger. hehe! even the manager said so sorry cause he also felt it, very th hard larr! hehe. oh well, i ate my NEW,SOFT burger went she came baq home! lol... Smtimes, i think i eat too much, but i dont put on any weight! lol!!

Hehe. Ohhhh weeeellll! Bored.. What to say, what to say. hahah. nothing much to say! lol. my day at school.. -boring. but quite fun too!

this is how my day started.. early morning, *yawns*, Did all my stuff, and than took a cab to school... sent RICHARD J-MY UNCLE!!!! to bus stop.. then continued. hehe:D so... went to school. teachers all very sian.. as usual. scole scole scole. shout shout shout.. cannot leave students alone wannn.. spot check soon. btr go cut nails.. aiya. no need lah. hahaha. niways.. must do alot of stuff.

THIS IS HOT NEWS THAT YOU HAVE TO PAY ATTENTION TO: EVERYONE, ON 12TH SEPTEMBER 2009, SATURDAY, MAKE YOUR WAY DOWN TO YOUTH PARK, FOR THE WAZZUP PARTY CAUSE MY UNCLE, RICHARD J, FATSKUNKS,STYLES FROM BEYOND,THE FIRE FIGHT,FREAKY Z AND SLEEQ WILL BE PERFORMING. FROM 2PM TO 6PM. THEY'RE ALL AWESOME! PLS TAKE YOUR TIME AND GO DOWN THERE AND SUPPORT THEM! I will be going as well. So if anyone is interested to tag along with me, pls SMS (only) or call if IMPORTANT .. dont waste my money. my number is on my msn. It will only be given to those whom i know. my msn is denisha_kaur@hotmail.com.. do add me! :D

Pls show your support people! It means much to me, because my uncle is very close to me. He will be rapping. He is a professional Rapper. Aged of 20 this year, pls do show support!

Much Love To All :

Denisha! : )

Do you laugh when you think of something funny?

2009-08-31T23:53:00.001-07:00

Hahah! I just thought of something funny and memorable .. and haha, i started laughing and smiling. l0l! Random-ness...

My day. BORING! --What to do? Everyone made earlier plans. -frustrated- Im listening to the annoying voice of my lil bro and his stupid PS2 game! annoying. Cant find those earpiece cause i needa plug something into my ear! err, just not in the mood today.. Facebook is irritating me too- I tested the changes of relationship statues and ..and..and like- i cancelled it but it didnt change. So when i came back to facebook today, my relationship stated 'single to in a relationship' , thanks lah! quickly i went to change the statues. i looked at all my comments.. it all said... with?? or who's the lucky guy?? or stuff like that. lol. i deleted all. and went to their pages and stated

''oops ;D i changed my statues by accident. i was just testing... thot i cancelled it. lol :D '' lol oh well! at least i changed it back.

Still cant stop thinking about quote P>>>>> errgh. i cant go a DAY without thinking about it... im trying to forget about it cause i know its never gonna happen. or at least i THINK its never gonna happen. haiyos!

Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry!!!! I want Macdonalds............................................................ Double Cheeese Burger! YUM! Im gonna eat now! Bye!

Denisha WANTS NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU!!!

Confused...

2009-08-31T01:18:00.000-07:00

So, today was just another lazy day again, nothing to do at home... But on the bright side, nothing to do means its creativity time! But nothing hit me till ... 4.21p.m! errrgh. *annoyed* oh welll...

Bought a seventeen magazine yesterday and never had the time to read it until just now! Haha, so many sections and i read it all! But i dont think im done.. need to go and read the last few pages. hahha,.

My title states 'confused'. And, reason-being, I am! 100%, completely! Hais. Those who read this and know what 'qoute P' (hehe, melissa, making this quote p for this person was a brilliant idea, thks honey!) is than thats the reason why im so confused!

Random-ness: omg, I LOVE THIS SONG : Lifted me out - Chris tomlin, good song luh! hahaah. im like listening it over and over again. Non-stop, i feel like just getting on my feet and jumping and singing and dancing and just hopes it rains so i can run into the rain and get WET!

I need someone right now to be by my side so i can just talk and laugh like i used to. Someone im closed to, who i can be myself with. Who i can feel comefortable with, not worring about how i dress or if my hair is blue, or purple, or yellow, or orange! Someone who accepts me for who i am and not for a image they created in their head.

Awesome-ness.

2009-08-29T11:58:00.000-07:00

This is irritating me. I wanna change this ugly template into something nicer, but seemed to get sooooooo confused each time i do it! Can this be anymore complicated? Errghh!

My day today was full of awesome-ness! First, in the morning had to meet teacher and friends at macdonalds Bradell for n extra lesson and left around 12pm. Came back home, and I finally had the chance to have a lazy Saturday.. When i can just chill out and relax and lie on my bed 24/7 as if i wasn't able to walk.. Hahaha, Then slowly my day got more and more exciting while each minute passed. First, my aunt came over. Then she told us she's watching the Man u vs. Arsenal match at her new house! I dont have that soccer channel! How annoying is that?! o me and my brother decided to tag along. Before we left for her's and my uncles house, we bought so many tidbits.. Went to their other house to grab some stuff and off we went! To yishun we headed. Watched the match and it was great!! Man U vs. Arsenal -- 2-1! MAn U won!!!!! WEeeeehoooo! Waiting for another lazy day at home tomorrow! A nice cooling weekend. Finally!

Im still thinking about Quote P, just cant forget it. haiyos! :( well well, its 3.09 in the morning. AND IM EXTREMELY TIRED! So im off to bed now!

Take care everyone!
Goodnite to all!
Love ya! :)

;;Denisha :)